jan 14th 2026 at 10:41 pm

so basically my car broke in the middle of the highway, that got me pissed for a few days but it's repaired by now so chill y'all im MOVING AGAIN.
i will prolly move to a new apartment mid march thats a nice one, so y'all are gladly invited to help me then :) <3 (nia you're fucked ^^) IAIYEEY
but the apartment is honestly peak cus i'm surrounded by musicians WATCH ME BEING LOUD :D
NEW YEARS EVE was wild i basically drank from new years to jan 8th in total 50 desperados..i almost got into AA's *blushin*
oh and bobin discovered his talent for bass guitar #bassin
ANYGAYS this weekend imma cuddle my BF and have a chill one WITHOUT alcohol i swear i need to stop.

oh and if you find a cool small sofa in blue send it to me i need one for my new apartment thanks bro 

dec 29th 2025 at 6:25 pm

y'all...
i am currently very, VERY, V E R Y happy cus y'all..i have the CUTEST boyfriend alive *crying*
other than that is that i apparently destroyed christmas and made everyone sad (everyone = 1 person)..im such a bad person.
i did my rauhnächte wishes and i rlly do hope that i'll get an easy one that i need to do myself lol.
no but christmas days were actually really fun with obvi my fav cousin and after that 3 wonderful days with my BF!!! 
can't explain how nice it was to me and how good he actually is to me.
i just can be fully myself when i'm with him and THE VIBES are just IT YK?!!?!? ughhhh.
oh and if he reads this: <3 (that's just for him mach kein auge) 
and now..for those who didn't meet him yet, book an appointment here (you will love him trust me):

dec 23th 2025 at 00:14 am

today is the first day where i COMPENSATE here but lowkey i had 8 plottwists this year and IT IS ENOUGH girl.
- i had a breakup (which came way too late lol)
- i had a big surgery which changed my life completely (in a good way tho)
- i felt most of the year like shit especially before the surgery and also bcs of my relationship back then lol
- hormones changed my whole thinking and acting but also in a good way (at least for me)
- i had huge improvements with my music stuff (i'm a drummer but if you don't know that, who are you and what are you doing here?! ((lowkey text me on instagram obviously you think i am interesting ;P))
- i had a weird schizoationship with one INSANE woman but it was funny to me cus she tried to destroy friendships, family and wants to manipulate me LMAO as if girl (i'm glad she gone)
- random but i had my record on fckng stye in my eyes (6 in total leave me alone bruh)
- AND actually i've met such a CUTIE human and actually the first one (whom i'm romantically interested in) that is actually on my intellectual level which feels so comfortable and yea but y'all will prolly hear from him more often idc :P